Sigh. Poem by jasmine margetson

i had it to my head
i sed i wouldn't move
but you insisted that i take u along too
i coulda stuck it out
but i had too much self doubt
now im her beside you with motions unprenounced
gesturing that i wanna go
cuz my mouth is full of lies
deceit is wut feels my eyes
where patience once lived
until i was robbed of pride and innocence
and before i was deprived of
love and unnegligence
i was so good
and so brave
now i do evrything outta
spite and shame
but ur not to blame
the one who gave me my name
because i was never properly tamed
i need to be free
i need to fly
and if i crash and burn
its not ur fault i die
and the most pathetic
thing u can do is cry
practice wut you preach
and stop living a lie