Kept In The Crease At The Bottom Of My Heart Poem by jasmine margetson

I know your intention was to never leave me heartbroken
And you probably never knew even now I’d still be hurting
And healing has been the hardest thing I had to do
Sewing up a wound from a love that was so true
And though ur still in my life
I have to stifle my feelings because we no longer feel the same inside
And I swear I’ve tried everything to try and let you go
But my heart doesn’t have the strength to leave you alone
I never used to think with my heart onli with my mind
But being with u made that all change in due time
And I hate reminiscing ’cuz I begin to cry
Back in the day I would never be like this over a guy
Being with u has made me unable to recognize who I am
If past tense I would of survived now jus thinking of u makes it hard to stand
I can’t even think or say ur name with out letting a tear drop
And when thinking of u with her they almost never stop
And I hope I never meet love again
And now a days I can say I have it as a friend and that’s you
And if all els fails I hope u cherish wut we had
And value
As much as I do
Even when it makes me sad