Sad Truth Poem by Jessie Jett

I can't stop these thoughts
running through my head.
Hurt in so many ways,
you may not understand.
Because I know what you do.
Not what you do,
what you've put me through.
I know the truth, see past all the lies.
I know what there is to hide.
This all dwindles my love and pride.
This hurts me so.
You've denied and denied.
I've tried and I've tried.
And I, I keep this.
For what? For us?
For us. I wonder why.
Can't keep this anymore.
My life, my body is drained and sore.
I fall to pieces
my heart hits the floor.
Do you know, I love you so?
Everything I do, I do for you.
After all I knew, my love for you;
so strong and true.
I shake and I ache.
I control my breathing.
But what I'm needing,
for this sick to go away.
You've put me down,
I feel like a clown.
Do you remember the things,
the hurtful things you've said
that made me frown?
Made me cry.
Make me feel like this, so sick.
Again, I wonder why.
This all was embarassing,
it seems to keep happening.
We've faught and I regret.
It won't let me forget.
Being played like a fool.
Contemplating this jewel.
A promise upon a finger.
My heart melts, and love; it lingers.
My love for you has been so much.
My days I begin to hurt by your touch.
I only hope your begining to see.
All my love, everything I give.
But this way, I just can't live.
In your life, I'd cause you know harm.
All my love for you, I've always had.
But no love should be hurt or sad.