Sacrifice Poem by Hadyn Rodriguez

Your hands all over my body made me sick your smiling and looking at me
with those eyes god those eyes. You kissing my mouth while choking me I was hoping you would just kill me already. But no of course not we haven't got
to the Fun part yet. Nothing I say will make you stop ewwwwww. I think I will be sick how your looking at me and my body. I spit on you and your smile disappears. You slap and punch me till I bleed. I lick the blood off my mouth and just stare. I won't cry I won't I won't show I'm weak I just won't. He pulls this and pulls that and starts all over. My hair gets pulled and pulled. Get off me you creep. Before I know it I see darkness and hear voices all around me. My eyes open and you throw me across the room and kick me till I scream. Why is it always the hard way with you why don't you listen to me. Now you have to suffer the consequences now. It feels like forever until the beatings stop as I lay their helplessly you blow smoke in my face And burn me with your cigarette. You know I love you more theN anything. You walk me around like a dog and cut me with your knife and lick the blood off of me. What did I do to deserve this from you please tell me I thought. Out of the blue you aim your gun at me. Screaming and screaming is all I can do. Shut up you say. I take the chain off me and stand against the wall all quite. Don't you dare leave me or I will kill you. The safety on the gun goes off and you point it at my heart. I don't know what to say or do. I dare you to take my life I have no reason to live so do it. All you do is look at me shocked and lower it. You act like everything is okay over the years until that one fatal day. You come up to me tell me I'm the only girl for you and will love me and only me always And forever. I hear the huge BANG and see you fall over. I Check your pulse till it stops I have no remorse for you. You did this to yourself I did love you you meant alot to me till you DIED. I never look back on that day wondering if I stopped you would things be different or the same. Why did you do that to me and leave like that. You may think you lost me but I lost you the day you killed yourself and DIED.

R.I.P. Mario 1991-2003................