Cold Winter Poem by Hadyn Rodriguez

It's so lonely and so cold it's ice, this day belongs to me. Frostbite takes hold of my hands, feet and body. I'm so numb I could die right here and now. Blood drips down my nose and sinks Into my skin. Staring into darkness I stab myself will I leave this earth now or later. My blood drips and pours all over In the snow. I can't feel anything at all. The fire burns my hair, and glass slices my hands, wrists, and stomach. The darkness takes a hold of me that I cry bloody tears. Screaming to the skys no one hears. I cut my legs and thighs the blood oozes, oozes all over me. I have a bad feeling I run like hell I see everything from up here it's all black and red. Bullets hit me sink deeper then my blade I fall and won't stop falling. Days later I awake to find myself in my coffin no one came to my funeral or even left me a rose. You said I was going to hell I'm already their. I want to be free from these chaiNs holding me down. I count the days down till I truelly die. No one can help or save me I could just walk through barbed wire and that won't kill me. Let me go I just wAnt to die use anything just kill me already. Get it over with choke, throw knives at me. I have no meaning for life that I'm kissing death i was born with everything but will die with nothing. Pain is my only satisfaction it's the air I breathe and the water I drink. The more blood I lose I feel stronger I inflict myself or have others do it to me. But that one fatal day you left me to be in so much pain for years I commited suicide till my cold black heart stopped beating I died that night....