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'What a nice guy', were the thoughts that hung around my early morning cobwebs of denial.
I had been getting out from somewhere (near the Black Hole, perhaps) , fragments of meaningfulness.
It seemed to be about another human being, really, come to think about those persons, most likely best kept in the back of mind due to their insignificance.
This was, for unknown also logical consideration a tad recalcitrant, as far as thoughts would go in twilight hours, Jesus, why the bother now and what the hell?
The answer came with clarity, the sandman and his quartzy grains had left, and here it was.
A clash of spirits in the past so reminiscent of two rams, (New Hampshires have the toughest skulls) , it must be said, today, adrenalin did surely flow, and wits were measured in total extent of damage, as if inflicting it would fix what public ego had created.
Yet all that time it had been clear to me that there appeared to be a visible opponent made of what was home to me and would forever thus remain, a coat, though not of arms but of a nature that had been nourishing both souls, unasked and unappreciated.
It had been easy to regard this foe as just an equal in some way who thus became a worthy one, to be, but grudgingly, respected, yet I would never once forget that enemies were always that and that was, as they say, just that.
Then in the end it had been him who laid his cards upon my table, cards which were worn somewhat but all had honest symbols, engraved, and numbers with their own noblesse.
And when the shuffling was concluded he showed the unexpected grace to state his business, which was with me. We shook and knew we never would again perceive the need to prove a thing.
Herbert Nehrlich
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