My Visitor From Hell Poem by Juliana Willsey

my liking for life and for light has been stolen taken away the visitor who comes and goes its destructive and insane one from hell you may say. The dark tunnel I vision seems to flatter my senses as i lay awake to watch the devil as it comes near. Nothing to see in my future my past wasn't the nicest place to be but now is the time to look into the deep dark tunnel. The burdens I live with daily are too heavy and too extreme to try to get someone to understand they swap my smile with a frown and tear's that stream down my face. This is a decision I will make on my own at just the right time the torture I cannot handle any more for my visitor has evicted me without notice and battle has been lost. Robbed of all sanity even though I know it is wrong it seems so right I've fought for fair to long and the poison has taken its toll rejected and denied. Voided from peoples life that I care about... when I'm completely ready no one will know and I'll be far too gone for anyone to save!