My Second Apology Poem by Obiaeli Ifediirichukwu Victor

Still I fall...
Having a reason to repent from myself
Not again did I
Thought I'd wished the moon for you
A life behind shadows I lived loving one in dark
Unknown to me the beat
Yet do I know of undoing myself
If not for nothing but the love for you
Dark clouds of the heavens my abode be
Racing dark feet longer I for you
Amidst nothing but a matchmake
For two a reason did I behind masks
All I did to declare my rose a gift
At morn, wild looks on me
Vaguely sought they for answers
Deeds of the night knights said I
Like words blown off the wind
Afar went they soaring into deeps horizons
Clinging to ears amidst herats were mailed
Then, shuffling of feet waking me alive
All in vain they sought but not a clue they found
Like a popstar rose I to daring heights
As of tasty water sought during drought
So was my name on the lips of men
You cleaved to knowing who, I lied yonder
Dicey in words knew you of my flaw
Not even my rose did you recognize
All for fool you took me
Fighting single amidst many a pair
Still I fall... Someday will rise
Above the lands, above the clouds
But since unfit I dim be
Yet my apology I seem fit
Reborn by fate amidst paranoid eyes
Still you question the bewildered rose
Broken but a heart held I to my blurry sight
Yet mended on wet pillows
Deciding to apologize on immortal tablets
Here lies my apology to you for my love
The second apology I owe to myself...
Not because of nothing but falling for one who never loved me.