My Heart? My Love? Poem by sebastian awa

My heart is not broken,
I do not fear love.
I have only forgotten,
The reasons I loved.
Long have i spent sleepless nights,
Thinking,
Hating,
Wondering,
This heart of mine.
When i look upon you,
All I can do is question.
Why can my feelings mean,
Everything and yet nothing.
The steady beat,
That is the melody of my heart,
Is so easily ignored and forgotten.
Despite my traitorous heart,
I know why I've forgotten,
The love that once beat within me.
It was in my past,
The truth of my beating heart,
And how it was ignored.