sebastian awa

A long time ago,
Back in the time of my naive state,
I knew who i thought i was.
But the person i thought myself to be,
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Like many,
you would ask, why,
why did he even bother to try.
but he would just stare at you,
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I know you're out there,
Some where in this sea,
I won't possibly know where,
And it's not just me.
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Love,
How the words dance upon your lips,
Like pedals touching the silent pond.
Yet it holds such power,
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tell me why you fear death,
you call it the end.
an enternal void of no escape,
a pit of pain and sorrow.
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when the wind blows gentle across the fields,
holding a stead breeze,
every strand of your hair dances.
remedies for my loneful heart,
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a swords tip is dull in comparasion,
to the words you lashed out before me.
let the heavens rain swords and knives upon me,
the pain will not compare to your words.
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Who am I,
To understand,
To question,
To argue,
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Time stands still,
In the void that is my mind.
Lost in the ocean of my thoughts,
Drowning in it's dark waters.
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My heart is not broken,
I do not fear love.
I have only forgotten,
The reasons I loved.
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How the days were hot and arid,
A blade shines with the light of the sun.
Blood stains the earth and it's skies,
The cries of the wounded are loud and sorrowful.
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I once looked for beauty,
Just like every one else,
Thinking it would bring me joy.
However I thought it would bring me happiness,
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I used to bask in the sun,
Loving the brilliant warmth of the day.
But many a year have passed since then,
Now spending my time with the stars,
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I want the world to know who i am!
NO! I don't want fame!
I want them to realize,
To understand who I've always been.
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What is wrong with me,
Words seem so empty,
As this pen strikes the paper.
Love...is now a word,
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So many words,
Swimming across the pages.
Entire galaxies,
Life breathing deeply between the binds.
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