My Fault Poem by Kassie B

im going through many many many emotions at the moment.
one of which,
depression.
why does it have to be me?
me listening to them,
me feeling like i'm going to puke
with the nautious erruption.
i have to listen to someone that im inlove with
hit on another.
i know its my fault and i should hang up the phone,
and cut off the line.
it just wont get out of my head,
its like their voices repeat over and over,
as it grows louder and louder.
the same words.
the same conversation.
i love you
i love you
i love you

those words.
i cant believe them anymore.
they arent true.
im not true.
their not true.
nothing is.
everything is a lie.

i broke my stone perminant wall,
and let them in.
how could i do that?
i was so for sure it was perfect.

its my fault
for every feeling im getting now.
its all me.