My Care Poem by angelica arroyo

If I ever leave it is not for your benefit, it is for mine.
If you ever hurt because of me then forgive me.
If I ever let go it is because I'm scared.
I'm not scared to be let go but held.
I'm not scared to be loved but love.
I'm not scared to be cracked but shattered.
If I ever say I hate you it is not for that reason but for loving you.
I'm not scared to gain pain but to have happiness.
I know that I never give what I haven't received.
I'm not scared to gain a weakness but to gain a strength.
I'm not scared to have nightmares but to have a dream.
I take all those reasons to my care.
I love you but that's something I will never reveal to you; therefore,
I hate you.