Mourning Love. Poem by Christian K. Montiel

Mourning love.
I look to every picture and I turn every page with a pain that just won’t go way, sometimes I smile, sometimes I cry into my lonely nights of my life.
Where do you go? It seems that you been gone for too long but I guess, I just can’t take it anymore, this sorrow has fill my soul and sometimes I ask my self what you and god are up to?
I pray to you with the smile in my face and I close my eyes so I can see you smiling at least for the last time but it just too surreal trying to believe all the things that happen to me.
My love, I walk alone trough the cold lonely raining nights of December, feeling so alone into the world full of fake feelings and nonsense that just don’t connect with my lost of the love that it would be forever mourn.
By
Christian montiel