Love Terrorists Poem by Kendra Renee

My heart spins like wheel of fortune while my mind tells me it's not a game
Whirling up against the cage God put it in
Maybe that's why he put it in a cage
It needs to be trapped so that it won't run away
I hated you. You made my heart race
BP going up while gas prices go down
The bars of the cage softening
Cardiac muscle revving its engine
Ready to take off
soon as I accentuate its curves and pull the trigger
Fueled by Lingering handshakes that leave your aroma of paradoxical inclinations
Leading me into temptation why
Why does it have to be fornication
When I die of anticipation even though tomorrow is implied
A promise is better than any implication
Don't tell me it's intimidation I want it
Why do I have to be so sure of myself at a young age
When I'm not even promised I'll make it to the next stage of life
What if I only know what's right
Right at this moment
But
What if I pretend I don't
Clutching my chest while acting heartless
Push it to the back stand up straight
Asking God to forgive me for I have sinned with the same tongue I used to curse you out
I hate it but I'm 17 i dont know what love is I just know what I feel in my heart and at this point
I know that......
I know that......
I don't know what I want but i know I need you
Wondering how something could feel so right but be so wrong like killing a terrorist
Or being a terrorist
Are we terrorist? Because we're going to keep hurting people she's not me he's not you no matter who they are it'll always be true
if me and you are meant to be