I Slit My Wrist Poem by cabby desired

I slit my wrist
and watch the blood drip down
as it carry's away the pain
And as I fall to the ground
I think about the pain that's being drained
As I slip into a restless sleep
I think about what i did this week
As i think i start to cry
For I feel sorrow
For the rejection and the fear of tomorrow
I rise awake to grab a knife
then slice away
doing so again and again
till it all bleeds away
I look at the knife
And the blood spilled on the floor
And wonders 'why does it poor? '
I start to feel relief
for only a brief
of time shall I be awake
I start to slip away
Happy that I've paid
It all goes black
for i am gone
For i am finally happy
after all along
it's almost like a song
The pain is finally gone
I know that I dealt with the pain in the worst way
but it made me feel better
It was the only way
i could pay
for the pain I caused and the pain that was dealt
plus it doesn't matter
I feel a lot better
I'm sorry for you please don't be sad
its not like you did it you never made me mad
oh please I ask think of it this way
I'll probably be back another day
carry on what has happened today
for people to know that things may end up this way
but also for people to understand
the way I think and the way I stand
people probably wont get it
they will probably say it was stupid and wont admit it
but they are the ones that never see
they are the ones that never let me be
they are mostly the ones that did this to me
they mocked they teased
and they were never pleased
That's why i feared the next day
because people never liked me my way
they hated me because I was different
they hated me because I wasn't perfect
that's why I did it
that's why I cried and made a slit
that's why I cut so much
because I was crushed
because i was rejected