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The unnamed feelings
Eating me alive, and depression
Is lying inside....
As the thin dark ropes falling from the sky
...

My knees are so weak
Yet running
Running
For what?
...

Run fast to my room, the only home
At the corner, hold me tight cold walls
I never been huged,
My blanket, warm me up
...

Silver.
Rectangeled metal piece.
It's a razorblade again..
Used to hide tha pain
...

At sharp edge
I found the mirror that doesn't lie
I've found my ugly face
At the edge,
...

Darkness surrounds me; pain is all I feel
Like I'm drowning in this air I breath is any of it real
Emotions overcome me; I cut but don't feel the pain
The storm of my life; my tears are the rain
...

everything I see is so clear now
just broken glass, dust and crimson rain
it's so clear
it's not a window to heaven
...

even though I know the result
I pretend that I don't and I try again
people said..and still every day..
humans mustn't give up and success..
...

Bleeding clouds, come play with me
I'm waiting on the river side
The crimson froset, the ill leaf we are waiting for You
Bleeding clouds come and take our souls,
...

Here I will be forever
Here under the ground
Waiting for the sun
To remember me
...

i convinced my self to try again
in my cold room i have two candles of hope
i burn the first one and didn't last too much
it kept melting till the end..
...

The little colored butterfly
Swinging in the space...
The little light butterfly
Want to leave the shadows
...

Zero's
One's
Flowing in your veins..
Lifeless box...
...

14.

Alone again,
In the middle of the night
Fighting to breath
To forget this nightamres
...

Save me from myself..
Throw my blades off the shelf
Get me on the right road please
My spirit is Calling for a release
...

Lifeless Veins..
Souless empty body..
I'm pulled with fears to a wall..
No matter how I try to stand tall
...

The white spring of roses
Holding a black funeral of grief
People walking by the wall
Walking like they are going to the edge
...

I count all the seconds the minutes, all the hours...
a couple days had faded away..
I'm so wrapped up in thinking..
all time about you..
...

Can you feel it at the lonely nights..
when you are by yourself,
Do you hear the voices that calls you
Right beneath the ground..
...

I'm down
touching the bottom
my ocean of loneliness
seeing darkness all around
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The Best Poem Of Ana xxx

Depression

The unnamed feelings
Eating me alive, and depression
Is lying inside....
As the thin dark ropes falling from the sky
The brown knots are dancing in front of my eyes
I quickly closed them and pray
'God, am I losing my mind? '
I hold my blade and cut my unloved wrist
It's bleeding still but I can't feel relief yet
I ran to the balcony as am looking down and wondering
If the height is enough to smash my head over the floor?
Will it be enough to break my out through this door?
The monster inside my head is calling my name
And asking me to suicide...
It screams inside and then orders me to die
Die dying...
You are not alive
Just cut it deeper and die...you don't want to survive
'God, I'm screaming for your help
I'm begging for a relief
A moment of inner peace
Did you forget me I'm still here living in this empty shell f grief
Can't you remember me....?

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