Suicide Lover Poem by cabby desired

I love him more than others
I miss him cause he was my lover
life will never be the same
and I'll always live with the shame
Of knowing that we didn't die together
to catch you up to date
I'll tell you whats the bother
He had to move away
we weren't allowed to see each other
we were for bidden lovers
So i am dieing
cause there is no life worth living
If it's not living with him
I die to forget the pain of never being together
and as far as i know he's dieing so i will not die alone
Now i know what your going to say
That I'm foolish and this isn't the way
but I say to you wouldn't you do the same
If you could never hold or be held by the one that's meant to be
If you could never kiss the one that you always kissed with meaning
To lose your love is to lose your life that use to have mean
I'll say with my last breath
with my last dropp of life
'I had loved I have held but it was forbidden so now I have been killed'
to my love I shall be forever with in,
Suicide lover