I Read It Today.4-3-08, ...You Told Me Not To. I Shoudnt Have. Poem by Brittany Marsh

Kendall,
i found out what was wrong
but i don't see why you wouldn't tell me
instead, you went right ahead
and set yourself free
my heart for you would skip so many beats
now all life in me is ending
these cuts, they're so deep
but i can't help emotions pending
without you, my hearts so confused
i know baby, i wish i could save you
you're gone, i was wrong
empty feelings, i want to move on
i'm clinging to anything that makes me strong
lift me up, lift me up
don't let me fall this time
i can tell you this much
i wish you could still be mine
when i say i love you to her
i know you could be crying up there
theres never a day
i wont go without thinking
i could have changed this
from the begining
i could have changed this
i broke us, i broke you
if only i had said
i love you, too
but slowly i tore you apart
knowing u meant the world to me
deep inside my heart
you scared me, i was hurting
secretly, i was trusting you again
i should have let you know
but instead i let you go