I'M Always Beside You Poem by Judith Punzalan

feel it..
everyday it becomes bigger..
everyday it goes hotter..
i feel it..
the hatred..
the abhorence..
the enmity..
my heartbeat starts throbbing..
racing..
beating with every second..
I watch the sun slowly hide behind the mountains..
as it abandons the sky it also takes away the light in my life..
I don't know what's wrong, I don't know why I feel this..
gradually, I can't see..
the darkness invades the light..
gradually, I can't breathe..
heaving..
unready of this burden..
my legs are feeble..
I fell onto the ground..
I shrieked..
I shouted..
I cried..
I yelled..
'Where are You? Where are You when You know I'm weak? Where are You when You know I'm in solitary? Where are You? '
a sweet whisper, then, brought a new beam of light again before me..
Illuminating my world..
'I'm always beside you but you do not seek Me..
I'm always beside you but you never spoke to Me..
I'm always beside you but you never listened..
that's why you never heard and you never knew,
THAT I'M ALWAYS BESIDE YOU.'