I Envy You Poem by Sugar Bear

I thought I was perfect the way I am
But there’s something about me that I can’t stand
I’m greedy, jealous, and easily miss leaded
Thinking everything she has is what I needed
Because every time I walk down the street
There’s always someone there I just can’t stand to see
Because she’ll have everything I want
Leaving me on a stump, truth is
I Envy you, I hate it how you have what I need
I Envy you, I want it, and I don’t like how you have it instead of me
I envy so many people, for the silliest things
I can’t help it, because I always feel there’s something missing
I hate it how her hair shines brighter than mine
And how guys would rather stare at her behind
I hate it how she’s got perfect skin
And I’m the one on prescription
I hate it how she’s hot and center of attention
When I only need someone to listen
I hate people like this, when all you want to do is punch their lip
But miss, making myself look childish
Like I’m only throwing little fits
But the truth is
I Envy you, I hate how you like to do everything I hate
I Envy you, I hate how you just won’t go away
I Envy so many people, for the silliest things
I try to help it, but I always feel there’s something missing
I hate how your hair blows in the wind
I hate how you’re performing, while I’m sitting in the stands
I hate how all of my boyfriends, know exactly who you are
It’s a fact; you’re pained to me as a scar
I hate how I can’t go nowhere without seeing your face
You’re like a stalker, I can’t get put away
I hate you so bad, and it’s putting me in shame
It’s my fault, but I still give you the blame
I can’t stand how when I want to hang out with my friends
Their either with you, or on their way to see you again
And it’s all like I’m forever a step behind
You are a sight dog, and I’m just a person blind
But the truth is
I Envy you, so bad; just want to put it to a rest
I Envy you, I have a problem, and I’m trying to confess
I Envy so many people, for the silliest little things
I’m trying to stop it, but I always feel there’s something missing