I Am Sorry Poem by Cheryl j Barclay

Sorry.... I really don't want to leave, I don't really want to go without talking to you, hugging you, kissing you.. I don't really want to leave beside you, when I'm thinking of you, my palm hurts, I tried searching why is it that if I feel heartbroken, I feel pain in both of my hands, I don't know what to do I even tried crying but I can't make my tears pour from my eyes, it's just stuck behind my eye. Scared, scared because if you see me cry again because I can't get you back, maybe, maybe you will think that I'm just acting my way and not really putting any feeling or thinking about what I did..

I know I'm wrong and I feel so stupid about it.. I love you so much and I will do everything for you and don't ever think that there was or there will be a time that I stopped or will stop loving you because each and every day since the day that I fell in love with you all I can think every day is you, it pains me to think a life where I will not be able to see your face, to talk to you, to hold you, to kiss you.

You make me feel different in many ways and the thing I hate the most is if I make you feel mad or disappointed, it makes me want to crush my hands by punching a wall just to make this stupid heartache and palm ache go away.