Cheryl j Barclay

If it didn’t bring you joy
just leave it behind
Let’s ring in the new year
with good things in mind
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Tears streamed down my face when I saw you that way.
I love you grandpa, I will love you everyday.
As my tears raced down my face;
I knew you'd soon be in a happier place.
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Time for me to go now, I won't say goodbye;
Look for me in rainbows, way up in the sky.
In the morning sunrise when all the world is new,
Just look for me and love me, as you know I loved you.
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You can shed tears that he has gone or you can smile because he has lived. You can close you eyes and pray that he'll come back or you can open your eyes and see all he's left.

Your heart can be empty because you can’t see him or you can be full of the love you shared. You can turn your back on tomorrow and live yesterday or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday.
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If I should ever leave you, Grieve not,
Nor speak of me with tears. But laugh
and talk of me as if I were beside you
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I'd like to be the sort of friend that you have been to me; I'd like to be the help that you've been always glad to be; I'd like to mean as much to you each minute of the day As you have meant, old friend of mine, to me along the way. I'd like to do the big things and the splendid things for you, To brush the gray from out your skies and leave them only blue; I'd like to say the kindly things that I so oft have heard, And feel that I could rouse your soul the way that mine you've stirred.
I'd like to give you back the joy that you have given me,
Yet that were wishing you a need I hope will never be;
I'd like to make you feel as rich as I, who travel on
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A friend is someone we turn to
When our spirits need a lift,
A friend is someone we treasure
For our friendship is a gift,
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If,
I would video tape each action and word, so I could play them back day after day.
If I knew it would be the last time, I could spare an extra minute or two
to stop and say 'I love you, ' instead of assuming, you would KNOW I do.
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Don't cry for me now I have died, for I'm still here I'm by your side,
My body's gone but my soul's is here, please don't shed another tear,
I am still here I'm all around, only my body lies in the ground.
I am the snowflake that kisses your nose,
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True friendship is a gift
Oh so precious and so rare
Sometimes we take it for granted
Sometimes we do despair
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Sorry.... I really don't want to leave, I don't really want to go without talking to you, hugging you, kissing you.. I don't really want to leave beside you, when I'm thinking of you, my palm hurts, I tried searching why is it that if I feel heartbroken, I feel pain in both of my hands, I don't know what to do I even tried crying but I can't make my tears pour from my eyes, it's just stuck behind my eye. Scared, scared because if you see me cry again because I can't get you back, maybe, maybe you will think that I'm just acting my way and not really putting any feeling or thinking about what I did..

I know I'm wrong and I feel so stupid about it.. I love you so much and I will do everything for you and don't ever think that there was or there will be a time that I stopped or will stop loving you because each and every day since the day that I fell in love with you all I can think every day is you, it pains me to think a life where I will not be able to see your face, to talk to you, to hold you, to kiss you.
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Time has gone so swiftly
years went rushing past..
My Son you have matured
and grown up so very fast.
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The happiest moments of my life
I owe to you entirely, Without you I would've been So sad and lonely
The best memories of my life
Will always bear your name
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