Hospital Experience And Conclusion (True Story) Poem by Jaycee Wilkerson

The pain I feel
Laying in this bed
It's exhausting, crowding
And shooting to my head
My body feels alienated
From being heavily medicated
Just as my sights from
The real world
And what it looks like
I might as well imagine
Because I am no longer sure
Compliments of the hospital's
Rules and regulations
I feel hopeless!
My mind can't take
This type of isolation
I am alone!
My health is gone!
I just want to go home!
These feelings
And these thoughts
Set the tone
Which is why
At night my mental state
Starts to rome
Thoughts of a perfect day
Replay over and over in my head
Deprived from life's natural nature
Has me fantasizing
About my release date in bed
Sh*t I don't even have a window
To have my blurry vision fixate
Frustrated as I summit to my pain
Facing my elements
Wondering where I made
My crucial mistake at
Thinking to myself
Was my old life ever relevant?
Confined to this bed
Beating myself up
Thinking of my previous
Reckless life styles
Which are evidently preceding
My current events: o(-