Hopelessness Poem by sahar alameddine

chasing my own shadow, takin my spirit to another place
plantin in my heart sorrow, blaming my own mistakes
braking apart as the time is running everythig is fading away
loosing my smile, , it just left me in my own way

asking god to help me to see my suffer to clear this darkness
smelling my own frears trying to dropp this terrible weakness
searching on the key to fix my misery to give me some happiness
with tears on my face preparing to live with my immortal loneliness

my tears can't stop they just keep falling down to the groud
i donno how could this happen to me i just can't keep getting down
my heart is broken my soul is screaming for someone
but they just don't care nd at the end i am alone i dnt have anyone

i am dying slowly! ..living with this misery all nights nd days
no one is trying to help me i am drawning by sea's waves
hoping my breath trying to find this hope baried deep inside
but nothing is helping me i'm just living with this dark side