Hollow Poem by sahar alameddine

now u're tellin me i'm ur friend and nothing more
yesterday u was calling me ur love nd now i'm nt anymore?
are u conquering my feelings or u think with my heart u can play?
lost in my illusion till my self confidence went astray

how will i smile while i dnt knw what's in his heart
should i cry and believe that everything between us is a lie
and if he left should i hug myself and suffer so hard
i have to do something but i dnt knw how to start

love is born to be mutual not from one side
but in my case from my feelings i must hide
maybe my emotions got confused when i saw him
and i lived my dreams but at the end my nightmare wins

at last will u lead me to ur heart
or will u leave me lost talking to my shadow
for ur information that's tearing me apart
but i can do nothing i'm so hollow