Hey God Poem by Nassy Fesharaki

Hey God

Hey God, I
-regardless of others
-pray that you exist
-pray that you are not fantasy
-pray that are not for meek and weak.

Hey God, I
-have spent many years
-years in search
-and, sure have encountered
-the moments that you are
-the moments that are not.

Hey God, I
-pray and pray and pray and
-hope to see us unite, sit and talk
-and converse for long time.

Hey God, if
-if, if, if,
-it happens that we meet
-physically or chatting
-I start with questions:
"Are you there? "
"From when? "
"How became? "
"Where is there? "

Then will ask:
"Could you be an image? "
"If yes by who and when? "
"Was someone in fear?
"Or in need, curious? "

Frankly
-I hope that you, indeed
-are being, do exist,
-not as simple novel!
-Hope and hope and
-hope, hope…
-after what saw today…

Yes, my God, my friend
-by today mean today;
-went somewhere, by mistake
-saw my life in "Mayday! SOS! "

There
-no one, but yourself
-could come in to give help
-only you, My Dear!

Wrongly was at some gate
- "Do not ring! " said the bell
-I peeked and saw people
-in wheelchairs and with canes.
-Though alive, all were dead!
-Saw pillows and curtains
-on the first and on beds
-ghosts gathered!

Elderly, unable
-crawled as do snakes
-I remembered insects
-and the worms in cocoons!

Felt their eyes could not see
-but stared in waiting…

Oh, friend of my thoughts
Oh, dear need for us
Oh, please do exist
Oh, please come and help

God, please,
God, God, God…

Can never imagine
-that I am one of them
- (alive but unable, disabled!)
- "F such life"
-so, please help, kill me
-since if not
-I commit suicide! ! !