First And Only Poem by jayne carpenter

I`m sorry my friend for being so sharp with you,
You see there is a hole in my heart,
I gave my self to one [so young]
See i was 21,
You wouldnt believe at 21 i could be so childish and dum,
It was love at first sight,
We fall inlove,
Not long after`became one,
5 years has gone,
And my baby daughter became my number 1,
My baby,
My joy,
My sunshine,
My every reason for this life,
I started to see you`my first love`in a different light,
Controlling,
Angry,
And despite,
Full of sadness when u sleep at night,
I couldnt wait to leave,
To live my life with this beauty that came from me,
But still i was childish and dum,
We tried again when she was still very young,
My heart,
My soul,
My everything i gave,
But it wasnt enought,
You already let a new love in,
WHY?
We were meant to be,
You are married now and living our dream,
So my love i will let you live it,
And one day`again`you will some how remember me..