Feeling The Pain Poem by Broken Soul

Feeling the pain make me feel good
Seeing the blood all over again
Makes me feel happy once again

Slicing the blade through my skin
Is more of my relief
Everytime something goes wrong
I always end up doing it

It feels so good to do it
I have the control over it
But when the cuts become scars
I cant help but to regret it
But then again, I cant stop it

This time the blood keeps going
I think that I cut too deep this time
I'm trying to stop the blood
Because I dont want to die

Maybe I hit a vain accedently
Now I just dont care
If keeps bleeding and I die
Then atleast this pain will go away

I think the only way for this pain to go away is to just end it all
The cuts are hurting now
But I am so cold
The coldness just makes it worse
But I know that I will do it all over again