Broken Soul Poems

I'm hurting inside
I know what I have to do
It is my addiction
I cant help but not to do it
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Feeling the pain make me feel good
Seeing the blood all over again
Makes me feel happy once again
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As I sit in the shower
With the scolding hot water running on my back
I see the blood go down the drain
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My heart is pounding
I cant stop thinking about him
I cant stop thinking that he probably aint ever going to come back
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I sit here in the darkness
Just thinking about all of the things that are going on
I cant always handle what I think about
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I can feel my heart beating
I can feel the butterflies in my stomach
I know what my feelings are already
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Everytme I hear your voice
My heart starts pouding in my chest
It sounds like an Angel singing
You have the most amazing voice ever
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LOVE has never been a four lettered word for me
It has only exsited twice for me
Both times ended with heartbreak
Why is love always so complicated?
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As I sit here looking at the blade
I think about what I am about to do
I think about what all went wrong
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