Everytime Poem by ally lira

i think how funny everytime somebody says,
'ill never hurt u'
causein the end i knoe, thyre the ones that hurt me most.
i never could have saved myself
or stopped the hurt to come
u never called me beautiful
u never said ull always be there
so how could i hav forseen
the day u turned and walked away?
i cant say i hate u
cause i would b a liar
what i can sayis,
u taught me something new
u showed me even sweet guys will hurt u
and evenur heart can be the one to lie to u
even ppl u hav yet to meet hav a plan to hurt u.
everytime a guy says to me,
'im always here'
i knoe they cant tell the future
because theyre always the first 2 walk
some jog, some run, some fall
but theyre always the first to go
im always stuck all by myself
to pick up the mess left behind, after the fights,
piece together my torn up heart,
and paint a smile on my slightly bruised face.
walk out my door jus to show the world
that my heart was never broken
i never gave my luv to him, i never bent over backward to plz.
i always laugh inside everytime a guys says to mw,
'baby u mean the world to me'
becausei knoe ill b his world
until some one else catches his eye
ill b his baby gurl until someone shows him a better time.
guy after guy
month after month
love after love
brings
more and more tears
more and more pain
and more and more hurt
only to be left lonely and broked in the end.