Pain Poem by ally lira

The pain within,
so hard to swallow,
im all choked up'
so deep and hollow.

so much pain
and so much hate,
to hard to bear
cant run from fate

i lie awake
wishing
needing
not sleeping.

i feel the tears
swelling in my eyes
trapped like prisoners
trying to be freed

its stabbs like knives,
tearing to shreds
my happiness
and hope.

burning eyes see it perfectly
iwont breakdown
not now

the pain thats felt
mixed with regret
are boiling stones straight from the fire.

like hell
but living
not heaven
but life.