ally lira

The pain within,
so hard to swallow,
im all choked up'
so deep and hollow.
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do you still remember
all the times we were together
cause this isn't a poem
of love
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i look above and see the stars
slowly and one by one
they come out.
i take a deep breath in
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red and orange with a hint of yellow
radiantly glowing in the once blue sky
shining down from the heavens above
down onto this once perfect world.
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You know im crying,
you know im in pain

if i were to die
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i look out my window
@ 7 in the evening
my heart falls apart
all the bandaids get ripped off.
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im sorry for your grandpa
im sorry for your pain
im sorry for all your grief
im sorry i cant help you.
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weeping child, dont you cry
the pain you feel will soon subside.
weeping child, please dont cry,
the world is harsh i wont deny.
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the bird sings a little song
that lets you know
that a new day haas begun.
it goes a little like this:
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dont run from love
you silly girl
for it may never come back to you.
dont hide your pain
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there is a saying
that i once heard
it said its better to love and lose
then to never love at all.
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when they break your heart
and torture your mind with every word
when all you want is the love of your life back,
and every one else knows its gone
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what do i do
where do i go
which turn do i take?
please someone come and help me
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why did i let you hurt me?
and take that one thing i wanted to keep
why did you call me just for that?
you knew i would do anything for you.
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the walls are coming closer,
caving in a scared and lonely me
boxing my torn up heart in.
my life briefly flashes past my eyes,
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i wish i never would have saw you,
especially since you stole my heart,
you refuse to give it back to me
i need to have it back.
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my love for you
was so strong,
but then our hearts were forced to seperate.
i forced our love to hide,
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you came and stayed awhile,
you showed me that im only human,
everything i am, is because of you.
youd come and go
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when i look back at that nite
i realized you didnt care about me
you just used me.
you could have said no
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it is impossible to open your heart
and not get the hurt.
impossible to be completely happy,
without being the least bit sad.
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