Doomed To Love Without Your Touch Poem by fool of forgiveness

it burns to see you every day
to act like everythink is okay
and yet have to look in your eyes and not fall
and have to have you near me and not touch you

why is this love so hard
that i can't tell a soul
I haven't told anyone
not by your name
can't expose my heart
for your sake

it is so hard
to not hug you
when you are close
to refrain from touching you
so i do not give in to desire

so do not make this harder
and act like you love another
because it hurts me when you look at me
even though i swear you love another beauty
i wish you didn't

and i guard you so close
warning of others
without touching you
because i am doomed to