Dear Mom And Dad Poem by Jay Bunny

Influenced by my surroundings I have hurt myself again.
The pain and grieving of my lost heart kills me over and over again and again.
My whole life continues to remind me of the world as it once was.
So I numb with work, with food, with pain with drugs.
I have no tears left to shed,
I rather hide my head under the bed.
I cannot go on and live my life this way.
I need a solution and need to get away.
My stomach turns of the thought of her with him...
And to think that this was something that I did.
My head is swollen from all the drugs within....
I cant believe I found my heart and just as easily lost it.
This chapter of my life forces me to grow up quick.
I’ve had a taste of so much pain and love that I can’t help but wanna quit.
This world is harsh, so I know,
I must respect myself so I can grow.
Eager to please when will my conscious ever be at ease. Time spins on... still can’t erase the wrong... reflect where I neglect and sing of love when shame comes along