Darkness Poem by Lucky Sinner

The pain that I feel inside
I can't express it no more
I have tried several times
Speak it out and not keep it aside
Can't help but feel overwhelmed
Every time I try to speak
Fear on will people understand
Or will they move away after knowing it
Knowing that I am hurt by the ones I love
There is this darkness within me
That I fight every night
So that it doesn't win and consume me
Scared that if it does
I might hurt everyone I love
For I will be a changed man then
The light of hope that I see
Keeps getting dimmer
Making the darkness consume more of it
I don't know for how long I will be able to fight it
I can feel the strength ooze out of the body
I am so close to give up
But the fear of the devil I will become
Stops me from giving up