Wave Of Life Poem by Lucky Sinner

I am done I have said that a million time
I keep forgetting what is mine
I give in and walk to the people I hold dear
Just to let my self respect tear
I fool myself by keeping no expectation
Not sure why I live in this deception
I get hurt each time I get treated wrong
But I just drown myself in a song
Feeling each beat of the music
Just to make myself more depressed
Guess keeping my feelings oppressed
Is stopping me from seeing the reality
That no one gives a damn in actuality
It's just you by yourself
Trying to ride wave of life