Dark Side Poem by Ace Of Black Hearts

I bit my upper lip
I take another sip
Coffee so black
Jittery
Stressed
Solve an impossibility
Build the creativity
With humans ingenuity
All with that makes no sense
The soul never relents
Or knows how to repent
How much do I owe?
Can I weigh it in gold?
Can it be told?
With the words that heal
What has been revealed?
What has been sealed?
Shrouded in darkness
The fog has blinded me
Its beyond my understanding
I'm not sure what I should be demanding
Attacking the defenseless
Breaking the hopeless
A survivor of what
Just shut up
A listen to the unforgiven
The urgency is now
How to sooth the savage beast in me
So Angry
Lashing out in strange ways
What has my serenity done to me?
Trying to think
Wanting to be totally tanked
But walking away
Because I know that's not the way
No gonna happen
Not now
Or any other day
I'm stronger
I'm not a monger of meager means
I've already came clean
But the guilt is still there
Rotting
Always bringing the despair
Beware the knife is sharp
Its cuts so deep
Wait the chance it so needs
To breath
To loose
Another golden goose
Another golden egg
Then your dead
As the words I read