Broken Soul Poem by Victoria Hudson

You're perfect
You're amazing
You are more than worth it
You are the most beautiful thing.

When I first saw you
The world went black
If only I knew
That what happened next, I can't turn back.

You fell for her
Understandably so
Why I'm jealous of her?
I don't entirely know.

I wanted you
But she did as well
So my love you never knew
My soul, I would sell.

I stepped back
She took my place with ease
My heart turned black
But it still won't let me sleep.

You are happy
She is too
It's so sappy
To know the love of you two.

It kills me every night
It hurts my heart to think
I want nothing to do with my life
As long as it is you two I see.

I long for the same touch
I long for the same eyes
To be the one you love
To be everything you desire.

But I'm not.
I understand this but it hurts.
If only it was what I thought
And I would end up in a hearse.

I don't want to live.
I don't want to see
The love that you give to her
Should be given to me.

My soul is broken now.
It can't be mended.
But I wish I could show you how
To love her whole heartedly.