Always Miss Me Poem by Mehta Hasmukh Amathaal

You will always miss
My tender love and kiss
The story turned with the twist
It has remained only a mist

I had dreamed of a Little but
It was shrouded by mystery and but
You never came with good proposal
I only waited for your arrival

The dark clouds used to make me awake
The life and everything was at stake
The situation was about to make
It seems unrealistic and now will break

You were self centered
You had deviated and altered
Your original course and back tracked
Your promises proved hollow and faked

I know you might not missed me at all
As you had not responded to call
I had slipped and preferred down fall
You were still a mystery and proved wall

You were clever and very smart
You smashed and broken my heart
I have no reason still to feel being cheated
I have eagerly watched and waited

Will you come and make me happy?
Or will you deceive me like many?
I had full faith and strong desire
You had all the way preferred to admire

I clearly failed to pick
You were hell bent with to beat with stick
It was invisible blow to mind
I was unable to sense and find

Am I not at all so weak?
I feel bad but do not speak
I retain and do not reveal
With heavy heart I prefer to conceal

I wish it to be temporary phase
The fear and agony I want to erase
It is not allowing me to feel at ease
I wait for new energy to release

Let there prevail some change
Let him come straight and manage
I shall welcome him for various reasons
He is so close to my heart as person

I have never tried to find any fault
It was close secret and held in vault
It will not be spoken at any cost
You have remained close to heart and in mind uppermost

I shall not complain or shed the tears
I will simply watch and truthfully bear
The wounds inflicted by you as reward
I shall be anxious and look forward

You are not less than anybody
Still you hold special position as somebody
I found it quite amusing and pleasant
If would be doubled if you had remained present

I shall never be a dejected person
I have understood and followed every season
I know the tide will turn one day
I will feel happy in special way