Alone Poem by Nothing boy

Tears fall splattering the floor each one echoing louder in my empty room. Suicidal thoughts bear there deceitful heads as I contemplate weather or not this is happening. Blinded by darkness I frantically search for the light switch, but sorrow has numb my feelings. Blind...numb...whats next. I listen for any sound, but nothing even my own thoughts become muffled as all becomes silent. What could be happening...is this what Hell feels like. Should I have said good bye? Regret sinks in as I become cold from the loss blood. I cry out but nothing.....I didn't really want to die, just some one to be there and care.