All Around (Be My Nothing) Poem by Paul Fisher

I’ve always wondered…I’ve always…I’ve always wondered how it feels to be loved. What’s it like, to be in the crowd
Gods of control, gonna lose control
What is the feeling, I don’t know I’ve lost my heart…some where on the way
I am nothing, a vapor in god’s bucket
There is no remorse; I pay penance by pissing on your grave
Watch as the nothing calls…watch as he drowns in your gods bucket
What’s it like, to have a heart…I used to know, but I lost my way, along the way
Gods of control, gonna lose control
What’s it like, to be the one you love…come with me, be my nothing, be my everything, my anything
I can’t feel you, I can’t take this
Everything I knew…falling apart, all around me, all upon me
I sit and reflect…I make myself sick, you make me sick
The puzzle is done, pieces broken, fragmented, and lost
The pictures never clear
Gods of control, gonna lose control
Come with me, be my nothing, my everything, my anything
Let me be your nothing, your everything, your anything
Let me be your death