Abandon! Poem by Alice Kwan

Pain, heart broken, lost, and lonely
I in the crowd, i only
Alone by myself, again
left over and over no end.
i cry sometimes in my sleep
but i, strong, do not like to weep
i hear the bird's happy songs
Curse them for being so long
If only, like the ribbon flows,
knowlegde will float and he will know
the pain he inflicts
like killing the sick
coughing and blowing
Erase it, white, snowing
the cold leaves its mark
shown even in the pitch dark
you may abandon me
over and over, depts like the sea
dark blue they sorrow
there will be no tomorrow
left empty am i
so now again, i cry...