Alice Kwan

I see the sun, shining every one eles out.
His brilliance makes me lust.
So bright and lovely.
So incredibly marvelous.
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The cloak of water covering the eyes,
The blurring of vision.
The clear cloak breaks and rolls,
Warm, but uncomforting drops run their course
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Oh why? Cannot i sleep through the day
Waste many sorrows i do in sunlight,
though night erases my mind, blackness
Oh how I enjoy it so. To go to the place of the non-knowing
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Pouring for many hours has come to a stop
the pitter-patter on the roof is slient
the sound of nails hitting the ground in soft hanging thumps
is no longer there. The light shines through the wall of clouds
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Smooth tears leave a trail of water as they roll down my cheeks
Why did i let it go this far?
Far enough to erase my identity like the dry dust that blows away in the desert
To a far land, stranger to every thing
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Pain, heart broken, lost, and lonely
I in the crowd, i only
Alone by myself, again
left over and over no end.
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Soft cheeks, with a dash of pink
Beautiful blue eyes that stare into mine

Thin silky hair, golden like the sunset
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Sitting in the window, purring to herself
Sitting in the window, theres her and no one eles
Sitting in the window, i come up slowly
Sitting in the window, now not so lonely
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The sky is bear and hardly blue
it opresses me down
down, down, down
so bear and plain
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The day is coming when the race is on
Fear reflects against my eyes.
Breathing fast, when the day has yet to come
Everyone saying there nothing to worry about
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Bright eyes look up at me
Curls and laughs, so nicely,

My love is there in the little one
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Left behind and passed by
One day only, every one different
Images fade from the cabinet
And soon everything is gone
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Imagine going black,
Imagine absolute silence.
No thoughts, no movements
Stuck in a world of blank.
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Am i no more than a chair, a rock?
to you i am probably something less

I stand strong though
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One night i wish to stare
into the holder of the stars.

The holder of the moon
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A day without time would be as hectic as the wings of hummingbirds
It would be as crazy as ocean waves on a windy day
But in some way, losing time might be peaceful
It would be as calm as a river with no motion
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Today was like one of my dreams
A flash of many images, that cannot be remembered.
My memory fails me, for i cannot even remember waking up,
But here, the daylight shines through my window.
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Every night curled on my bed, looking at the stars,
Look! Look how many there are.
Every day I cry, sitting on my window place,
And I think only of your lost face.
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Chained up and tied down
Like a prisoner of my own mind.
I would never let myself go,
Every raise would be two more falls.
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