Natalie Nicole Story Poems

there's a split inside of me
part of me wants to fight and kick and scream and throw you outside
but the winning majority seems to appreciate letting you come in and hide
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...no...
we agreed this wouldn't happen
you touch me anyway
you touch yourself
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I'm sorry dear...to disappoint you
...I'm sorry I didn't live
...I'm sorry
please know I love you
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..it was better...
at least it felt like so...
for but a moment
in never present time
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Pebbles
under my feet
in between my toes
I wiggle them
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A moment of peace
a time of privacy
lapping up the luxury
thank you my Lord
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I love you
no, I love the way I see around you
I love how I feel around you.
I love how I melt around you.
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patiently love
patiently shove?
ehm, no
tickled edges of my center
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I thought this would get easier
I've only known you a while
not more than a nano second
in the grand scheme's hooray
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Lord I don't know what to do
I'm torn every which way
each possibility has good reasons
each lending to a particular season
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