Melissa Ferrer

God didnt promise
Days without Pain
Laughter without Sorrow
and Sun without Rain
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Pain and Anger are the things
In which is flowing through my veins
Knowing that I am forever
Trapped in this endles web of game
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I have a phobia
Do you know what that is?
Im not sure either
But i do know its serious.
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She shines and sparkles
And she lives up to her name
She dance, She dreams
Of reaching Stoardom and fame
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In these past few months I have learned:

That you dont have to be alone to feel lonely
That you dont have to be scared to feel Afraid
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My Heart beats rapidly
The anger pulses through me
you put your arms around me
and i am healed.
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I remember you standing there
as if you had nothing to fear
With no hate
No seeming torture or sorrow
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Why does it have to be me
To go through this bit?
Why does it have to be me
Who never throws a fit?
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I have a job interview today....
now THAT i cannot believe....
but still i musnt wear the next thing i see...
So i search for my clothes
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Am I really sick?
Not that ive been diagnosed
Schizophrenic
or even depressed for that matter.
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Smile!
all the while
Say cheese
Pretty please
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We need to get this job done, this war won, and this song sung
Because life is no longer just poking fun, playing in the sun, waiting for someone
else to do our jobs and take on our responsibilities
we are stuck in a societal insanity, and the only remedy is inside of you and inside of me
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The last words of ceasar
Showed startle toward a backstabber
'et tu brutae'
To be stabbed and gored for life
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AND IM CRYING
and i have no reason why
thoughts are racing in my head
feelings of dread
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You stand at the podium
Waving your baton so Mighty and tall
Every one sees you....
Forging the lives of many and all
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Standing at the window
Watching
Looking in on my life
Waiting
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A poem just for you
A friend I have just met
Why?
There are many reasons yet
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In our life we stress our wants
never our needs or that we need
to coexist with what we have.
that it really isnt that bad and
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Leering... At the board
Laying on the desk
Tantalizing faith, Knowledge
and all the rest
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How does it feel
To know your loved
To know someone cares
Im not saying from up above
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