Kailia Chatterton

Sleep has escaped me once more,
I wish to dream of you and nothing more.
Another day, another night without you
God Damnit, I feel so lost and alone
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The Darkness
is closing up all around me;
clouding my vision,
clouding my thoughts,
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Dear Daddy Dearest,
why do you always seem so stressed,
always worried, always disappointed...
In me.
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I thought i was so strong,
untouchable,
like I was on top of the world
and crying didn't happen,
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What are we now?
What will we become?
Nothing but a distant memory
of yet another year that has
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Things I couldn't control went the
wrong way,
I lost my way,
Just wandering through life,
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A beautiful young woman
sits there.
Laughing and playing with
her hair.
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Scared,
Urge to cry,
Screaming,
Unbeknownst to everyone else,
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Anger,
Hatred,
Vulgarity in the form of words,
Revulsion,
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Guilt,
Sadness,
A little regret,
A mothers' cries
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Ever so lightly,
Ever so Brightly,
she dances;
Day or Night,
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My Life...
My Mind...
So fragile and easy,
To break...
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What the hell are you waiting for? ?
I've been sitting here,
and I'm ready to walk out the Goddamn door.
For Hours...days...months...
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A Lost young petal
wandering souls
I see the dream you seek
Follow me please if you dare...
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So confused
I dont know what to do;
How can you love someone
but also want someone else?
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Your shadow is lost in the dark of night
once again,
on the beach,
intoxicated by the islands warm air;
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Like so many things,
my life has changed...
I have changed...
For good or bad,
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The sound of raindrops and thunder,
The smell of rain in the air,
I touch the windowpane,
as I watch the raindrops glide,
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Outside is what I show you.
Outside is what you see.
You say: ' What could be so bad
that would cause you to hurt yourself
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One, Two, Three, Four
roses, daisies, flowers galore;
a dream I once had when I was seven,
dancing and prancing in
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