'Waiting For' Poem by Kailia Chatterton

What the hell are you waiting for? ?
I've been sitting here,
and I'm ready to walk out the Goddamn door.
For Hours...days...months...
All that time I've spent,
waiting for you,
so I can give you my consent to take my life...
My Soul away...
But Wait!
Somethings there!
Causing my mind, My heart to tear...
And I think, I stop and Stare...
There! Over There! ...
In the distance there he stood,
I couldnt believe it,
if I would...
The one thing that was holding me back,
was the one thing I never thought I'd have to lack...
And it was love,
and love in itself,
that my ashes from sitting upon a CherryWood Shelf...
And as I sat there,
ohh how I wanted to pout!
For I was in love...
there was no doubt...
And Everytime I would sit there and wonder...
Why, no How can I feel this way? ?
I've been fine all these years,
why should he make any sort of impact
on what I could think, or what I could say? ?
And I sat there and continued to contemplate,
it hit me,
while I was in a state
of emotional and mental confusion,
that, It wasnt some sort of demon
or even the devil himself.
No, for I had realized that it was you
that I'd been Waiting For afterall...