Juliauna (J.jay) Maddux Poems

Okay, I am ready
I think I am finally steady
I just needed to prepare
So that i could see that you dont care
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Living isnt easy
Loving isnt either

I want to go through life with you always and forever
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For somebody so content, you are cracking.
You are seeing all these flaws and components you are lacking.
For somebody who was once the care free hippie, you are being violent.
You cannot hold back those feelings of hurt and torment.
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I am sick
I am sick of being someone I am not
I am tired
I am tired of having to lie to everyone
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You're moving on from a broken heart,
You're picking up the peices of it falling apart.
Picturing life in the arms of someone else,
Fixing your future, doing whatever helps.
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Life is Life,
only one thing is for sure, that is death.
The one thing that you know will happen in your life.
But this one thing, is also that one thing you are more afraid of than anything.
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The grasses were blown into motion.
The stars seemed to burst out of explosion.
Branches and leaves made something like a llullabye.
So calm and relaxed, but i was alone under the sky.
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When i sit alone, My mind begins to wonder.
Thoughts of trees life and thunder.
How incredibly complex everything happens to be.
But yet we people make it seem like simplicity.
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