I Am Poem by Juliauna (J.jay) Maddux

I am sick
I am sick of being someone I am not
I am tired
I am tired of having to lie to everyone
I am annoyed
I am annoyed of the people that think they know me
I am stupid
I am stupid for believing so many lies
I am mad
I am mad for thinking that everyone was loyal
I am crying
I am crying because of the pain I have been put through
I am running
I am running so that I may get away from the Hell Hole
I am regretting
I am regretting ever meeting those that bring me pain
I am writing
I am writing about what I feel
I am dying
I am dying too quickly
I am living
I am living a total and complete lie
I am wishing
I am wishing for something better
I am praying
I am praying that everything might work out
I am waiting
I am waiting for someone to realize what has happened
I am anxious
I am anxious for life to jump start
I am longing
I am longing to get away from everything
I am worried
I am worried that nothing will get better and I will be forced to be gone
I am speechless
I am speechless, but I can still write on and on

I am …. Me
But nobody knows that. To everybody I am
JayJay
Juliauna
Yee Yee
Sis
Juls
Babe….
I am…nobody, if I am everybody…im not me, I am what you want me to be.