I sit on the bed...
waiting to finally meet you..
my heart's racing..
I cannot hide my excitement.
...
I sit alone on my bed,
lights out..
I should be sleeping but I can't..
Knowing that you're here,
...
You say to me you still love her..
though you dont know where you stand...
Thoughts of me comforting you..
But I remember I'm just a friend....
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Lines on the table, heart aching.
offers ringing in my ear.
Guys telling me what i wanna hear,
feeling on my leg, lifting up my skirt
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He asked me to stay away,
don't make him fall in love.
Which I'd never try, because I know it'd suck.
But that didn't make him stick around, he didn't want to stay.
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Do you honsetly think,
that I want to feel this way? !
Don’t you think I feel bad enough,
waking, and thinking of you each day?
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Thinking of us being together... gives my mind excitement...
I want to be happy with you....
but inside... I feel as though I can't.
Thinking of your kiss, and your touch, and your smile.
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I feel as tough I've let you down
in some kind of way...
You're disappointed in me for some reason...
but you don't want to say.
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My friend's brother write her poems....
just to show he cares...
my sister's boyfriend writes her poems..
all about what's theirs...
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You aplogize because your feelings aren't the same,
and you feel bad,
because my feelings haven't changed.
But my friend to lose you I wish not,
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